When you find yourself walking away

When you find yourself walking away

Have you ever noticed how easy it is to leave?

A job that disappointed you. A friendship that let you down. A church where you once felt at home but now feels like a place where your questions echo off empty walls, or worse, where something happened or was taught that left you feeling like you no longer belonged.

Leaving is often quiet. It doesn’t announce itself with a dramatic exit. It’s just one foot in front of the other, moving in the opposite direction, the familiar skyline shrinking behind you. You don’t always decide to leave. Sometimes you just realize you’ve been walking for a while.

On the Sunday of the resurrection, two people were doing exactly that. They were walking away.

 

The Road That Leads Nowhere

Luke tells us that “two of them were going to a village called Emmaus, about seven miles from Jerusalem” (Luke 24:13, NRSV). These are not members of the Eleven. One is named Cleopas; the other remains anonymous, which has led centuries of readers to wonder if the unnamed companion might be a spouse, a friend, or perhaps a literary invitation for us to place ourselves in that empty seat.

Whoever this second traveler was, the two of them were heading in the wrong direction.

Jerusalem was where the community had gathered. Jerusalem was where the women had just reported the empty tomb. Jerusalem was where the story was unfolding. And these two were walking away from all of it.

Seven miles is not a great distance, but it is far enough to be deliberate. This was not a stroll to clear the head. This was a departure.

And here is the first mystery the passage places before us: Why can’t they recognize him?

Luke says plainly that “their eyes were kept from recognizing him” (Luke 24:16). The verb here is ekratounto, a passive form, suggesting that something or someone was restraining their sight. This was not simply emotional blindness, though grief certainly played its part. Something was being done to them.

Their inability to see was, paradoxically, part of the pedagogy.

Jesus was about to teach them how to see him in a new way, and the old way of seeing had to be, for a time, set aside.

This matters enormously. The risen Christ is not a resuscitated corpse. He is not simply Jesus of Nazareth returned to the life he had before. His body is real, glorified, capable of being touched and yet capable of vanishing. He is the same Jesus and yet transformed. The resurrection body exists in continuity with the crucified body, but it also exceeds every category the disciples previously had for understanding him. Their old frameworks for recognizing Jesus, his familiar gait, the way he tilted his head, the Galilean accent, were no longer sufficient.

They needed new eyes. But to receive those new eyes, they had to go through a period of blindness. A period of doubt, of questioning, of something close to despair.

Have you ever been there? This season of "blindness" and doubt isn't God's absence. Jesus was there, even though these two disciples didn't recognize Him. They were prevented from seeing Him because in order to see Him as He truly was, they needed new eyes.

And Jesus, in his patience, was about to give them those eyes. But he would do it slowly.

When Jesus asks what they are discussing, they stand still, “looking sad” (Luke 24:17). And then Cleopas says something that should break our hearts: “But we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel” (Luke 24:21).

We had hoped. Past tense. The hope is behind them now, like Jerusalem, growing smaller with every step. And this shows also why they needed new eyes.

This is the grammar of the disillusioned. It is the tense of the person who once believed deeply and now speaks of that belief as something that happened to them long ago. We had hoped. We used to pray. We once thought God was doing something. If you have ever spoken about your faith in the past tense, you know exactly the weight of those words.

These disciples had their own expectations, their own idea about what it meant for Jesus to be "the one to redeem Israel." Their own beliefs about who the Messiah was supposed to be needed to be re-forged. And their temporary blindness, their doubt, their despair is a part of the work Jesus is doing so that He can finally give them the eyes of faith, the eyes that see Him rightly. 

 

The Stranger Who Opens the Book

What Jesus does next is remarkable for what it is not. He does not rebuke them for leaving. He does not guilt them into turning around. He does not perform a sign to startle them into belief. Instead, he opens the Scriptures.

Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them the things about himself in all the scriptures” (Luke 24:27).

Consider the patience of this. Seven miles of walking. Seven miles of teaching. Jesus takes the entire arc of the Hebrew Bible, the Torah, the Prophets, the Writings, and shows them a thread they had not seen before. The suffering servant of Isaiah. The pierced one of Zechariah. The Passover lamb whose bones are not broken. The prophet like Moses who would come. The seed of the woman who would be struck at the heel. Every text they had known since childhood was suddenly illuminated from within, as if someone had lit a lamp inside a house they had walked past a thousand times, and now they could see through the windows for the first time.

This is no small detail. Jesus does not begin with the resurrection as an isolated miracle. He begins with Scripture, because the resurrection only makes sense inside the story God has been telling all along.

A faith that is built on spectacle alone will crumble when the spectacle fades. But a faith that is rooted in the deep narrative of God’s faithfulness across centuries, a faith that can see Christ on every page of the sacred text, has roots that reach down into bedrock.

And yet, even after this extraordinary Bible study, they still do not recognize him.

Their hearts are burning, yes. Luke tells us they will later say to each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us while he was talking to us on the road, while he was opening the scriptures to us?” (Luke 24:32). The fire was lit. But their eyes had not yet been opened. The "Bible alone" didn't suffice. Because even a right knowledge of Scripture remains intellectual, it doesn't reach the heart, until it touches the heart of faith, until it beholds Christ as He is, until it sees His love in action.

Something more was needed.

 

Known in the Breaking

They reach Emmaus. Jesus “walked ahead as if he were going on” (Luke 24:28). This is one of the most tender details in the passage. He does not force himself upon them. He makes as if to continue, giving them the freedom to let him go. But they urge him to stay. “Stay with us,” they say, “because it is almost evening and the day is now nearly over” (Luke 24:29).

And then, at table, everything changes.

When he was at the table with them, he took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized him” (Luke 24:30–31).

Four verbs: took, blessed, broke, gave.

These are the same four verbs Luke used to describe what Jesus did at the feeding of the five thousand (Luke 9:16) and at the Last Supper (Luke 22:19).

This is not coincidence. This is Luke being very precise. The gesture is unmistakable. There was something in the way Jesus broke bread that was uniquely, irreducibly his.

But here is the question that has puzzled readers for two thousand years: Cleopas and his companion were almost certainly not present at the Last Supper. That meal was shared with the Twelve in an upper room. So how could they recognize a gesture they had never witnessed in that specific, covenantal context?

The answer may be simpler and more beautiful than we expect. Jesus broke bread everywhere. He broke bread with tax collectors and sinners. He broke bread on a hillside with thousands. He broke bread in the homes of Pharisees and in the houses of the poor. The breaking of bread was not a single event but a pattern of his life, a signature written across every table he ever graced. I believe all of these earlier "breakings of the bread" foreshadowed the institution of the Lord's Supper in the upper-room, but even having not yet participated in this meal of the New Covenant, they 'd seen enough to recognize it. Here, Jesus was tying it all together.

Cleopas did not need to have been in the upper room. He needed only to have eaten with Jesus once. And in that gesture, the taking, the blessing, the breaking, the giving, the accumulated memory of every shared meal came rushing back, and they saw him.

This tells us something profound. The presence of Christ is known not only in dramatic, once-in-a-lifetime moments. It is known in the repeated, familiar, ordinary act of being fed. It is known in the rhythm. It is known in the pattern. Every time bread is broken in his name, the possibility of recognition lives in that moment.

The table is where the stranger becomes the Savior.

And then, just as suddenly, “he vanished from their sight” (Luke 24:31). He disappears precisely when they recognize him, as if to say: Now you know where to find me. Go back.

 

The Return

And they do go back. Immediately. It is nightfall, the roads are dangerous, and they have just walked seven miles. None of that matters. “That same hour they got up and returned to Jerusalem” (Luke 24:33). The journey that had taken an afternoon of slow, grieving departure is reversed in a single urgent hour.

They run back to the community. They run back to the Church.

This is the detail that should stop every person who has ever walked away.

Jesus did not wait for them in Jerusalem. He did not send a messenger to summon them back.

He went after them. He met them on the road that led in the wrong direction.

He walked alongside them in their disappointment, in their past-tense faith, in their “we had hoped.” He did not scold them. He opened the Scriptures. He sat at their table. He broke bread. And in that breaking, they saw.

If you are someone who has walked away, for whatever reason, because of hurt, because of doubt, because the hope you carried turned to ash in your hands, hear this: the road away from faith is not a road away from Christ. He is already walking beside you. He may be the stranger whose voice you almost recognize, the one asking you questions you didn’t expect, the one whose words make something burn in a chest you thought had gone cold.

 

What Burns, and What Opens

There is a sequence here that we should not miss. First, the Scriptures set the heart on fire. Then, the breaking of bread opened the eyes. The burning came before the seeing. The Word preceded the recognition.

This matters for how we live. If you are waiting to feel God’s presence before you will open the Bible, you may have the order reversed. The Scriptures are the road on which the burning begins. And the table, the community, the shared bread, the gathered body of believers, is where the eyes are opened.

You may not feel anything at first. You may sit in a pew or open a text and feel only the dull ache of old disappointment.

But keep walking. Let the Stranger talk. The fire may already be catching in places you cannot yet feel.

And when your eyes open, do what Cleopas did. Get up. That same hour. Return to the community you left. Tell them what happened on the road. Tell them how he was made known to you in the breaking of the bread.

The road to Emmaus is seven miles long. But the road back is always shorter than you think.

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